I knew I could eventually get back in the saddle, if ever it became important to me again. But for her, for her I wanted it to be real, for the first and most likely the last time. For the only time a love this strong would be available, in it's most unconditional form, for her hands to grasp. I wanted it to be hers because she deserved it. I wanted it to set her free. I wanted it because to love like this, I am my truest self.
